as in, not aloud, but to myself. Problem being if I start talking to myself, it might add fuel to the fire of those who think I'm probably slightly loopy, LOL. Personally, I'd call it eccentric, but you know how others' perception can be well... how shall I put it...? others' perception, basically. Anyway, there would be a queue of people, undoubtedly, who'd like to say that I'm loopy just for being determined to learn Welsh - thank goodness there's a whole bunch of people out there who are predisposed to the contrary opinion, including, of course, yours truly: moi. Iechyd da to contrarians!